40 Days of Purpose { day 31 }

Today our car broke down on the way to our beach bonfire. We were also going to have our photos taken at the beach for Christmas cards. It's been a weekend of letting go. I feel self conscious because I sent the sign up to the girls. I want them to like me. I don't want them to feel I'm being too controlling. I'm worried now ppl won't bring something when they see everything else. 

I have had a better evening than I thought I would. It was sad even leaving late because it meant we'd get there for barely enough time before it got dark. Then we weren't going to get there at all. And I'm sad about ice skating. I did get some headshots taken today by Ben so at least all the makeup wasn't a waste. I really want our pictures taken but all we have is tomorrow afternoon. I'm trying to hold things loosely. But tonight was good getting to go for a walk, stop by the Chang thing, read my one year bible and get some things done and be home with Ben. Sharing the computer so far is going better than I thought. 

{ written in my iphone }